My name is Rob Hodson, and I am an Assistant Professor 
              of Anesthesiology at the University of Alabama at Birmingham School 
              of Medicine. UA-B is the number-one funded AIDS research center 
              in the country, and is the home of George Shaw, Michael Saag, and 
              other big-name AIDS researchers. (Who can keep up with them all?) 
              They are currently trying to recruit healthy people into their vaccine 
              trial. I donÕt think IÕll be participating. 
            Before January 1998, my knowledge of AIDS was typical 
              for that of a physician. As an anesthesiologist, the management 
              of AIDS was outside my specialty, so I wasnÕt especially informed 
              or interested in the subject. I knew that HIV caused AIDS, because 
              that was what the textbooks said. I had no reason to think otherwise. 
              I never knew or cared that anybody thought differently. The name 
              Peter Duesberg meant nothing to me. 
            Then one day I received an anonymous junk e-mail. 
              The e-mail claimed that for $7.95 I would learn something new and 
              controversial about AIDS from a book called, What If Everything 
              You Thought You Knew About AIDS Was Wrong by Christine Maggiore. 
              I thought, what the heck, IÕve got eight bucks laying around, so 
              I ordered it. A week or so later, it arrived. I didn't start reading 
              it immediately, but once I started, I didnÕt stop until I hit the 
              back cover. I was hooked. That is not to say I was convinced immediately, 
              but I knew I was going to seek more information. 
            I ordered some of the HEAL information packs. After 
              perusing them, I ordered DuesbergÕs Inventing the AIDS Virus. About 
              half way through that I knew my life had changed. I like my current 
              job, and enjoy the specialty of anesthesiology, but these days IÕve 
              really become more interested in AIDS education. 
            I have a one hour lecture that I have given about 
              five times now, mostly to nurses and once to the anesthesia department. 
              It has been very well received, and has definitely converted some 
              people. I am scheduled to give it four more times, including once 
              to medical students as part of a lunch time lecture series. This 
              could get me in trouble, or at least noticed. 
            I tell the story of AIDS, from virus hunting to 
              buffalo humps, to anyone who will listen. Reaction varies. Nurses 
              are generally receptive, as are other anesthesiologists. Surgeons 
              tend to be very dogmatic, and internists as well. IÕve had some 
              luck with a few of the ob-gyn residents. Certainly IÕve taken some 
              abuse for expressing my position. 
            As a physician, I feel betrayed and used by the 
              scientific community, the government, pharmaceutical companies, 
              and the FDA. I used to think that that medical research wasnÕt politically 
              directed and financially motivated, and that pharmaceutical companies 
              wouldnÕt compromise patient well-being for a profit. I even used 
              to think that the FDA was there to protect the American public. 
              Now I know better. 
            Since rejecting the notion of infectious AIDS, I've 
              taken special notice of one of its apparent consequences: the increase 
              of latex allergies among health care workers. Although only about 
              0.8% of the general US population shows some signs of latex sensitization, 
              the figure is about 10% for health care workers (Brown RH; Anesthesiology 
              89: 292-9.1998). The principal reason: frequent use of latex gloves. 
              
            Symptoms of latex allergy can be local or general, 
              and can vary from mild to deadly. The most dreaded manifestation 
              is anaphylactic shock, which has a very high mortality if not quickly 
              and aggressively treated. Some health care workers have to avoid 
              latex altogether, even if it means giving up surgery or delivering 
              babies.When these health care workers need surgery themselves, they 
              are at risk for anaphylactic shock and death during the procedure. 
              
            Despite the legitimate reasons for wearing latex 
              gloves, they were not very popular prior to the infectious AIDS 
              hysteria that began in the early 1980s. Before that, many health 
              care workers would routinely draw blood or start IV lines without 
              gloves, and not be too concerned if some blood from a patient got 
              on their hands. This is despite the fact that hepatitis B was a 
              major threat to health care workers. 
            It took AIDS for latex gloves to become Òrequired 
              equipmentÓ for health care workers. During the early AIDS years, 
              demand for gloves increased so rapidly that there were often latex 
              glove shortages. These days, latex glove use has become so routine 
              that sometimes people forget to remove them. They are worn while 
              pushing stretchers, writing in the chart, and even talking on the 
              telephone. Anesthesia personnel can be seen wearing gloves for the 
              entire duration of a several hour case, even though they might touch 
              the patient only once or twice the entire time. This change in behavior 
              has come about largely due to the fear of infectious AIDS. I find 
              this fear to be unjustified, even if AIDS were caused by HIV. 
            As of 1996, the CDC reported a cumulative total 
              of just 52 health care workers over 15 years whose HIV serostatus 
              switched from negative to positive after occupational exposure (CDC 
              Year-End Report, 1998). 
            In the past, I did my part to contribute to the 
              AIDS fiasco. I unquestioningly believed what I heard, and treated 
              HIV-positive patients differently. Now I want to do my part to correct 
              the problem. Wandering the halls of UA-B with a HEAL Òno red ribbonsÓbutton 
              on my name tag is at least a start. 
            Hodson graduated from Tulane University Medical 
              School in 1992, and before that from the University of Texas at 
              Austin in 1988 with a BS in psychology. You can contact him at: 
              The University of Alabama at Birmingham, Department of Anesthesiology, 
              619 South 19th Street, Birmingham, Alabama, 35233 <robert.hodson@ccc.uab.edu>.